May 1st, 1886

(All lyrics taken from official testimony of wrongfully executed Chicago organizer, August Spies. Lines selected and arranged by Alan Hague/Jared Paul.)

Iniquities so monstrous that they cry to Heaven.
The fear of change cloaked in the last resort of scoundrels, who will
kill to preserve their paradise.

The time will come when our silence
is stronger than the voices you strangle today.
The cause of my alleged crime;
it is your history!

Here you will tread upon a spark, but there, and there, and behind you,
in front of you, and everywhere, these flames will blaze up. It’s a
fire you can’t put out. THE GROUND IS ON FIRE!

The time will come when our silence
is stronger than the voices you strangle today.
The cause of my alleged crime;
it is your history!

Your accusation…is my defense.

Lyrics to “May 1st 1888” written by Jared Paul, for Prayers For Atheists, originally released on Strange Famous Records.

The Strength of Doves

I still believe that we can win.
I’m not ashamed of having hope.
I hold myself accountable.
I’m not afraid to look into
A stranger’s eye and see a friend.

I still believe that we can win
I’m not afraid of this Victory

to keep the fight, but still celebrate
this life of ours, your mother’s name,
the way we sing, the way we dance,
these flying bikes, our holding hands.
I pray with work, I pray with truth.

I still believe – that we can win
I’m not afraid – of this Victory
the opposite – of apathy
I’m not ashamed – of having Hope
I will embrace – the Strength of Doves

I still believe that we can win
I’m not afraid of this Victory!
the opposite of apathy
I’m not ashamed of having Hope!
I will embrace the Strength of Doves
yes, there’s a way – but what we want…
it may not come within our lives
we may not beat this raging tide!

Yes, there’s a way, but what we want
it may not come within our lives.
we may not beat this raging tide,
but that don’t mean that we won’t fight.
but that don’t mean that we won’t fight!

I still believe that we can win
I’m not afraid of this Victory
the opposite of apathy
I’m not ashamed of having Hope
I will embrace the Strength of Doves.

Lyrics to “The Strength of Doves” written by Jared Paul, for Prayers For Atheists, originally released on Strange Famous Records.

Psalm for St. Paul

Just got out of jail at the DNC
sun is shining, smiles are high.
Thanks to both my friends
in the courtroom 8 am.
Got a lawyer – had my back;
we ain’t scared – that’s a fact!
No respect for people’s rights;
why should we plea when we can fight?
And win in court – change the laws,
that’s our Movement: ANTI-WAR!!
In the streets, organize,
First Amendment – people’s rights.
We ain’t scared, we won’t run
in the courtroom for the judge.
If they got no proof; and there’s no cop,
then they got no case, all CHARGES DROP!

I ain’t laying down for you –
WE’RE NOT GUILTY
Admitting what I didn’t do –
WE WILL NOT PLEA
Victory – that’s our cry –
FAIR TRIAL BY LAW
First Amendment, People’s Rights –
PSALM FOR ST. PAUL

Just got out of jail at the RNC –
smiling girls, cheering crowd.
Thank the stars for jail support;
gave me food, gave me phone.
Found my girl, now headin’ home.
Lawyers Guild erasin’ bids,
A-C-L-U freein’ kids
from their cells and false arrest.
Riot cops, black batons,
pepper spray, provocateurs
warrantless. So, lock your doors,
and thank The Bar for counselors
with law degrees and conscious eyes
who see a need to defend our rights;
who got the time and work for free.
They’re my heroes. Hear me scream:

I ain’t laying down for you –
WE’RE NOT GUILTY
Admitting what I didn’t do –
WE WILL NOT PLEA
Victory – that’s our cry –
FAIR TRIAL BY LAW
First Amendment, People’s Rights –
PSALM FOR ST. PAUL

Protest – Yes, Sir!
Bill of Rights – It’s the Law!
False arrest – No More!
See you In court!
We can win! Let’s Go!
Take a deal? Hell No!
Plea bargain? No way!
Lay down? Not Me!
We can win! Let’s Go!
Take a deal? Hell No!
Plea bargain? No Way!
Lay down? Not Me!

I ain’t laying down for you –
WE’RE NOT GUILTY
Admitting what I didn’t do –
WE WILL NOT PLEA
Victory – that’s our cry –
FAIR TRIAL BY LAW
First Amendment, People’s Rights –
PSALM FOR ST. PAUL

Lyrics to “Psalm For St. Paul” written by Jared Paul, for Prayers For Atheists, originally released on Strange Famous Records.

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Patriarchy Presents (Men In Control)

MEN IN CONTROL – MEN IN CONTROL
EVERYWHERE I LOOK, THERE’S MEN IN CONTROL
MEN IN CONTROL – MEN IN CONTROL
EVERYWHERE I LOOK, THERE’S MEN IN CONTROL

Men built bullets and men built guns;
men built tanks and men built bombs.
Men made markets to starve the poor;
men see profit, then start wars.

MEN IN CONTROL – MEN IN CONTROL
EVERYWHERE I LOOK, THERE’S MEN IN CONTROL
MEN IN CONTROL – MEN IN CONTROL
EVERYWHERE I LOOK, THERE’S MEN IN CONTROL

Men made debt, men made wage;
men made class, and men made slaves.
Men control what i see,
what i hear, and what i read,
women’s choice and salary,
school books, tax, and policy.
Power equals matches’ gleam;
testosterone is gasoline.

MEN IN CONTROL – MEN IN CONTROL
EVERYWHERE I LOOK, THERE’S MEN IN CONTROL
MEN IN CONTROL – MEN IN CONTROL
EVERYWHERE I LOOK, THERE’S MEN IN CONTROL

95% of all business – RUN BY MEN
95% of education – RUN BY MEN
95% of our government – RUN BY MEN
sexual and domestic violence – RUN BY MEN
war and military/police are- RUN BY MEN
Agri-Corp and factory farms are – RUN BY MEN
IMF and World Bank are still – RUN BY MEN
The Patriarchy Presents – RUN BY MEN
Terrified when I realize it’s all RUN BY MEN!

Lyrics to “Patriarchy Presents (Men In Control)” written by Jared Paul, for Prayers For Atheists, originally released on Strange Famous Records.

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Coat Hangar 18

Allow me to introduce my ugly
ass backwards tongue, but I can’t front – it’s lovely.
Collecting disposable income and funding
to shotgun this agenda on an unsuspecting public.
My postmodern pre-mortem
distorted form of semi-sorta stardom:
PFA pioneers the art form
pissin’ you off with the heart of the problem.
Sparks in the darkness got me a little shine
for the ugly deep inside of my gut.
Now all of a sudden, blind alchemist wannabes
wanna see me breathe diamonds from rust.
In line with lead teeth hopin’ to bite
Houdini for free with gold in their eyes;
never done a paid show they whole life,
but can’t wait to post MySpace photos holdin’ a mic!

1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9
What I use in the battle for the mind,
battle for the mind, battle for your mind,
battle for your mind, battle for your mind!

Don’t ask me how long I been writin’ for;
either you got it, or you just don’t know.
I’m pressured coal, so fuck gold,
signed in bold type. My flow is so tight
like tied-wrist and throat slit,
thrown down a hole in Gitmo with no light.
Murder for peace is no dice – United States of Israel
bombin’ hospitals in Lebanon with no right.
Logically ridiculous – hypocrites killin’ women in clinics claimin’ pro-life.
Don’t believe the hype!
The cross was a coat hanger – god’s late term abortion.
Back alley of Calvary, foldin’ knife,
promised land out of focus, no Moses in sight.

1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9
What I use in the battle for the mind,
battle for the mind, battle for your mind,
battle for your mind, battle for your mind!

Lyrics to “Coat Hangar 18” written by Jared Paul, for Prayers For Atheists, originally released on Strange Famous Records.

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Tom Delay

Tom Delay / fuck you
Tom Delay / fuck you
Tom Delay / fuck you
Tom Delay / fuck you
You’re going to jail, motherfucker!

Nothin’ you can do,
Nothin’ you can say,
Mr. Tom Delay!
No more passing Go,
No collecting cash;
You are going straight to jail!

Tom Delay / Karl Rove
Dick Chain / Wolfwitz
Abramoff / Rumsfeld
Madoff / Gonzales
Skilling / Libby
Trent Lott / Stevens!

Nothin’ you can do,
Nothin’ you can say,
Mr. Tom Delay!
No more passing Go,
No collecting cash;
You are going straight to jail!

You’re going to jail, motherfucker.

Lyrics to “Tom Delay” written by Jared Paul, for Prayers For Atheists, originally released on Strange Famous Records.

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Lot’s Wife

In the beginning, indigenas called it mystic,
an instinct the instant they saw ships in the distance.
A glimpse in the storm’s pigment
when Indians crossed pilgrims…
Predicted the gift horse lip sync
would turn course’n switch swords mid-swing
before swindling Christians swiveled long pistols,
insisting they bought Plymouth with trinkets and malt liquor.
Pawned resource for sickness,
syphilis brought and forced women.
Idiot wind minions twisting lost wisdom to false scripture,
a million moths caught in the maw of a king fisher.
Drawn to village torches’ flicker;
how quickly the fickle applaud n’ witness
ritualistic displays of public discipline,
oblivious to all difference in crucifixion n’ lawn picnics.
Gory cinema for a pittance;
glory, grizzly sinister law’s attrition.
The city of lost children is a chrysalis born stilted
with umbilical thorns twisting round the trinity’s lost sibling,
inequipped to fill his bosses’ slippers
in a pinch, now wished he missed the audition.
Gone limp too late to rescind and abort mission.
Ligaments ripped and torn sinew,
glistening whips, cords, and thistle;
the friction of raw tissue
till it splits n’ pours crimson –
a dead carpenter’s cloth skin stripped;
pity
the cross
killed him…
…King Fisher, KING FISHER!
your scream stones lifted,
but didn’t skip the walls of this building…

Listen! They still in the floor chillin’;
frost beneath boards,
spirit forced to watch the fall of the living…
Live water tortured; rise above these halls of mirror!
Through tar pits, up darkened cliffs
to hidden tip of old ark’s conquered mission;
the miracle secret of a single fish
with which to feed a million.
Wishes like whispers to kindred sisters,
kindled seeds swim up stream in winter –
offspring minnow. Water lilies filter mist in the distance.
The river’s source is a prison,
a pillar of salt
where mythic doves wash sin off the wingless.
They bathe in basins of brimming blood
with silver tears, but still continue singing.
Innocents pinned to cage’s limit
swing from bars where guardian archer
ring finger tickle whistling quivers.
Bow and arrow, stoned rows of sparrow,
clay pigeons, bones, and marrow.
Jar of creation, focused trigger,
jealous god’s broken mirror,
and the shards of an Apocalypse.
Every earthly heart bleeds on its sleeve;
child of roses, our dark hour speeds!
Vacant lot – a tower on its knees.
Plot to plow – forgotten flowers scream.
Life for your crop! Come reap this scarlet yield
of bodies rotting in the breeze.
A throne crimson, sewing steel through harvest of skin,
arched at the seams. Jawbone in sand,
painted hands, and a clap of thunder charging from the east.
A dry stone; our childe Roland marches to the feast.
No sound of water or cricket dancing in mud –
son of man! Come under these leaves branching through the rust,
and I will show you your shadow
extending each mourning’s rose
through your back like a lantern of blood,
then razing to meat you
each evening with a hammer at dusk.
Beneath wasteland gallows, your shadow handles its gun.
Son of man, open wide your careless palm,
and I will show you a cancer
branching to cancel the sun.
I will show you fear in a handful of dust.

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Rows of Steel

It’s been 3 years, and scraping the breath
to shape these words into air
is like collecting severed fingers tips with the other hand.
I don’t understand; trust me –
never thought winning you back could feel this ugly.
I died – tried for over a year.
Called, wrote poems, left you alone,
sent letters and went to your home.
Anything I could think of…

Rows of Steele – Rose of Steel,
Tell me how the fuck am I supposed to feel?
Spanish Boots wrecked on the open sea –
Unclaimed! Left lost and found too long.
Now on the other side of the ocean free.
Yes, I remember how this was supposed to be.
Rose of Steel; Rows of Steele,
Never thought you’d ever drift home to me.

It was your choice to get free; you wrote it in stone,
then broke the mold over one knee.
I laid my nervous breakdown bare at your feet,
but Rose of Steele stood oak to the sound of its plea.
Now here you are back at my temple gate.
It was all I wanted once, but now I can’t reciprocate.
Maybe letting go was your best move.
I know I wasn’t perfect, but I would’ve never left you.

Rows of Steele – Rose of Steel,
Tell me how the fuck am I supposed to feel?
Spanish Boots wrecked on the open sea –
Unclaimed! Left lost and found too long.
Now on the other side of the ocean free.
Yes, I remember how this was supposed to be.
Rose of Steel; Rows of Steele,
Never thought you’d ever drift home to me.
Home to… Me…

I would’ve never left you;
and it feels unfair to say, but there’s nothing left to give.
I hope California treats you to more light than Providence ever did.
I still have faith and believe in you,
but I’m not overthinking it this time.
And my gut’s got a firm handle on the facts –
I made it out alive, and I’m not going back.

Rows of Steele – Rose of Steel,
Tell me how the fuck am I supposed to feel?
Spanish Boots wrecked on the open sea –
Unclaimed! Left lost and found too long.
Now on the other side of the ocean free.
Yes, I remember how this was supposed to be.
Rose of Steel; Rows of Steele,
Never thought you’d ever drift home to me.
Home to me.

Lyrics to “Rows Of Steel” written by Jared Paul, for Prayers For Atheists, originally released on Strange Famous Records.

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Bike Song

I give this bike to breathe- no thought where I’m goin’.
Cut cord, no cell phone to hold me.
Patches on my shirt, dirty black jeans,
duct-taped shoes, break neck speed,
patches in my back pack just in case,
padlock fat, chained to my waist,
Snaked in bike tube, safe from the rust,
steady like a Gunslinger belt in the sun.
Steel in my kick, piston in my knee,
lane packed wit’ traffic, and I’m weavin’ in between.
Walls close in, gotta find a seam –
Horse n’ His Boy, My War in the street.
Legs pump till pedals blaze.
Suits on the corner stare like I’m crazy,
but it’s safe in my sights and clear up ahead.
Through a needle’s eye, now I’m shootin’ like a thread.

Gap disappears, mack truck screams.
Yellow turnin’ red, but I still got the lead.
We know this race is not to the swift,
but to those who keep pedaling through the shit.
Night time, summer breeze, shadows on the ground.
Bike kids – dark wings – sail through the sound,
kick like a drum pound, rise through the field.
Sky’s the only limit, and this bike is how I breathe,
this bike is how I breathe,
this bike is how I breathe!

Wild free horses in the sun, smile in our eyes,
live for the day, race to the light.
Right now, leave the house with a need for eyes to see
anything but computer screens, PUSH!
Face to the blue, petals in the breeze,
any piece of sky, any scrap of green.
One tight break and one gear speed
with a frame that fit and a chest high seat.
Dress for the war: rain, snow, sleet.
This is my horse, and I don’t need
gas that costs, cars that kill,
or no gears to make that hill.
My body, my fuel, my sweat steam,
my still electric, my exhaust clean.
Sleep, school, work/work, school, sleep?
I’d rather ride my bike than watch TV!

Gap disappears, mack truck screams.
Yellow turnin’ red, but I still got the lead.
We know this race is not to the swift,
but to those who keep pedaling through the shit.
Night time, summer breeze, shadows on the ground.
Bike kids – dark wings – sail through the sound,
kick like a drum pound, rise through the field.
Sky’s the only limit, and this bike is how I breathe,
this bike is how I breathe,
this bike is how I breathe!

Cars kill,
my still.
I don’t
need no
gears or
gas filled
to make
that hill.

Wild free
horses
in the
sunshine:
live for
the day,
race to
the light!
LIVE FOR THE DAY!
RACE TO THE LIGHT!

Night time, summer breeze, shadows on the ground.
Bike kids – dark wings – sail through the sound,
kick like a drum pound, rise through the field.
Sky’s the only limit, and this bike is how I breathe.
Face to the blue, petals in the breeze,
any piece of sky, any scrap of green.
Horses in the sun, smile in our eyes.
Live for the day, race to the light!
Live for the day – race to the, race to the light!

Lyrics to "Bike Song" written by Jared Paul, for Prayers For Atheists, originally released on Strange Famous Records.

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Wrong Horse

Sometimes, I feel like we at MIT;
you and me set to disagree,
chorus of supporters up under your feet,
backed by awards and more prestigious degrees.
“The Fields Medal!” they shout and they scream,
thirsty little birds chirpin’ worms in they beak.
Balloon circus whistles burst when they speak
perfect circles from pedestal perches that squeal
how success coulda been real
if only I’d done more than counsel vets in the field.
In a world of those who endlessly need,
there ain’t no vested register for my type of expertise.
No measure of wealth, no measure of self;
but if every moment I gave was dragged out the shadows
and lashed upon these gallows in plain day,
I’d still be honored by my weight & tally of space.

Doubt what I say, but see what I do.
See what I mean; this ain’t about you.
This is my life right now, not just a verse.
Stand by my lines, action for every word.
This is my light house now, made my own course,
fought waves past the breaks and the moors,
braved the depths, legs kickin’, wit my face to the floor.
I’ve taken the bait, I’m racin’ the storm.
Won’t say what I traded to make it across;
I ain’t savin’ nothin’ for the swim back to shore.
Put chips on other dogs if you want.
It’s your choice, pick a lot, take your loss.
But the race ain’t over brother;
I see you bettin’ on the wrong horse.

A buck 60 to 200 somethin’ shows?
I’m still dead center- front fuckin’ row;
and you know that I love every second except
when 10 minutes into your set,
road fam’s fast breaking to gas face back stage.
Talkin’ through acapellas like a slap to my face.
Half-assed on stage, backin’ you up,
then first to jet when we packin’ the truck.
Forget “Get In The Van” – they whine and complain at the booth,
when the truth is – we should all be payin’ you
for lift off the ground, exposure to clouds,
a chance at a shot, a crack at the crowd.
Who would they die for?
Not you, let alone what they even believe in.
Who the fuck would they die for?!
My Ani DiFrancis shaped hat’s a boost.
Cats claim craft and struggles they whole Life,
but if they ain’t live what they sing, the reflection will FIGHT!

Doubt what I say, but see what I do.
See what I mean; this ain’t about you.
This is my life right now, not just a verse.
Stand by my lines, action for every word.
This is my light house now, made my own course,
fought waves past the breaks and the moors,
braved the depths, legs kickin’, wit my face to the floor.
I’ve taken the bait, I’m racin’ the storm.
Won’t say what I traded to make it across;
I ain’t savin’ nothin’ for the swim back to shore.
Put chips on other dogs if you want.
It’s your choice, pick a lot, take your loss.
But the race ain’t over brother;
I see you bettin’ on the wrong horse.

Brother, you’re the best I’ve heard –
ain’t scared of nuthin’.  But if I play a bit coy,
I’d say nothing ‘cept for not making a Big Noise.
But you are whatever you say you are, man.
No matter what – connections you cut,
the sum of your funds, or acquisition of fans –
no question you were destined to surprise the world.
Hell-bent for leather.  My lot needed time to learn.
Studied whether men weather, grew a fire to burn,
tasted its ash lined inside the urn,
then ingested its death, live to berth,
from protest to DCYF violence church.
Charon at the ferry, certified to guide the word
to the other side, survive the herd.
Clinging to your coat quotin’ lines of  verse;
I still don’t think I’m better, but I don’t believe I’m worse.

This takes more than talent and practice.
That’s why you stress value on capital.
Finally, I see it’s necessary and practical,
but I can’t help obsess on excess packaging,
toxic dye, and material from foreign factories.
4,000 miles unnecessary travel.
If there’s a hundred percent recycled in affordable access,
then why the fuck use a virgin paper napkin?
It’s preach and it’s practice.  You seek craft in an album?
I ain’t cocky, but if there’s a jocky more hell bent for the finish,
I’ll eat the whole horse – every swollen morsel.
Till then, this bitter meal for dinner – Relentless.
This lap is a record, this record is one lap – just the beginning.
You said we’d take it slow; I expected somethin’ different.
Others worked harder at music; I didn’t, and I admit it.
Just thought you wanted to be bigger in bringing the Great out of my Vicious.
So, here it is – finally finished and long overdue.
Congratulations – half the fucking album’s about you.

Doubt what I say, but see what I do.
See what I mean; this ain’t about you.
This is my life right now, not just a verse.
Stand by my lines, action for every word.
This is my light house now, made my own course,
fought waves past the breaks and the moors,
braved the depths, legs kickin’, wit my face to the floor.
I’ve taken the bait, I’m racin’ the storm.
Won’t say what I traded to make it across;
I ain’t savin’ nothin’ for the swim back to shore.
Put chips on other dogs if you want.
It’s your choice, pick a lot, take your loss.
But the race ain’t over brother;
I see you bettin’ on the wrong horse.

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